There is a kind of happiness that pass

That year, she is sixteen, the first time I like a boy. He is not very high, ", but it's like playing football, with a deep voice, good achievement is very good, often is the first in the class. Although at the time, early love is not what big problem, the girl after boy also is no longer news, she is not the sort of more quiet girl. But she never want to do to him, just think, can always so far far appreciate him, is fine. At that time, she often to meet on the way he, say hello to a half a day, often also don't go back to school, but a circle on the sports ground and round, only to see his jogging play football. She also learn to fold the lucky star, on that little every day note top write a want to said to him, fold into small lucky star, happily in the big bottle. She often looked at him to think, like him, the boy is like that should be gentle, kind, with a long straight hair of the black, has a pair of watery eyes, and when we are unhappy a smile girl. Why Her hair is dark, but only a short while, she has to my ears a pair of big eyes, but often because laugh and micheng a seam. She often to the mirror,

If one day she became like that girl, will he be like her. But want to be want to, she still every month to run the long hair store a little a bit of hair cut short side, or a ears to meet funny things laughs squinted.

Her 19, enter a not very good but also not poor university. He plays, test to the normal another a city of key university. She took the train to leave the life she keep her small town, float on the heart is her little drops and his memories. College life is more than 20 days of military training hard life started. Before sleeping in the evening, other girls hide in the bedding secretly call each other with her boyfriend the feeling of acacia, her defense DuoCi finish that a few good according to familiar Numbers, always not press the button that call button. 19 years, first know what call miss, originally, missing is a can make people inexplicably tears fell into the power. Four year university life not long, lively and lovely her side never lack of suitors, but she is choose single. When asked about reasons snoop, she always smile and said, "well." as school She is also true that in very hard, just to test his that university graduate student. Four years to her hair long, she becomes didn't cut short. An old classmate party, you see her as shine at the moment, a black hair long straight, watery eyes for proper eye shadow and more show bright, white inside deeply red skin, why a smile from, can't stand out the former small scrapes. He saw her mind and could not help, but he was hand is walking arm in arm with another woman of fine fine thin waists. She looked at him that more than their tender charm of woman, very good to hide the in the mind of the lost, only light smiled at him and said, "long time no see."

She was twenty-two, to the top score in that he admitted to the university's graduate. He did not continue to one's deceased father grind, into a foreign capital enterprise, excellent work, the annual salary reached soon six figures. She continued to be the tedium of student life, even a boring and persistence single. A holiday home, an enter a door drew her mother to have one, "my daughter, earnest, reading is a good thing. But the woman is always want to get married or children, this is the end-result ah." She nodded, into the room arrangement came back with luggage. First from the box out a bottle full lucky

Star, in the shelf. The shelf a row of the bottle, is a lucky star, just six bottle full.

She is 25, with key university master's degree and outstanding performance and soon found a good job, monthly salary of thousands. He then has to run his own company, business bigger and bigger. Between the third branch of the time, he opened with a vice mayor of daughter married, the double. She attended the grand wedding, hear next to the person speaking of the bridegroom, the good looks promising young bride family, prominent, return, and beautiful flower abroad, is really a pair of debir. She looked at him the smiling face of brilliance, the in the mind have also caused a happy feeling, strange feeling, as if

His side the smile of flower woman is like.

26 years old, she married a colleague of the company, and the two men to marry from met within half a year of, short to she didn't know whether two people fall in love. Their wedding at her request to make very simple, only invited a few closest relative good friends. That night she drank a lot of wine, first drink much wine, not drunk, but in a great mess up. She looked into the mirror in the bathroom in the ZhangZaiShui QiZheng, first inspire you to cry a impulse. But finally, she still makeup mended go out after continue to play the role of the happiness the bride. Her coat pocket, have her morning rush interwoven a lucky star, written in it. "today, I married woman for others....... But I know that I love you."

Her years old, lives a quiet a well-off life. A day in the street old classmate, chatting happened on him, but that he learned his business failure, a heavy blow all day long bar, separated from their families after linger. For several days after she finally in a small bar find him. She didn't scold him, just handed him a passbook, there is all her savings, and then said to him, "I believe that you can start again." He opened the passbook, a large number for his incredible, the so-called friends and relatives in to hear him say "borrow" two words had cool heel, she is but a quick to forget his name old classmate, but so generous? She still smile and said, "a friend not should help each other?" That night her husband know, a heavy slap immediately dumped over, exploded: "millions of saying nothing it all gave him, whether you are only after the somebody else!" She was the smack down, no tears also didn't talk, the more did not answer her husband of query. Although she never to others admit she love him, but she can never to others deny that she loved him.

She was forty years old, his company has become the industry the most competitive a few big one of companies. That night, he took two hundred million and his company's ten percent share transfer to her house. Her husband said. "while jolly, don't have to be so polite, well, a friend should help each other," side in the stock transfer name to sign. She didn't say anything, but said a sentence, "than to stay for dinner." He has no reason to. When the food came, he was surprised to discover that his favorite dishes. But he looked up to see her face in a quiet for her husband son clip vegetables, the in the mind feel guilty about, is they want to. Just before leaving time from his pocket and take out an invitation, smiled: "hope you then can." She thought it was him and branch, alike, it took the opening on the sofa. He turned away back to the kitchen to wash the dishes, suddenly heard her husband said with a loud voice, "a rich love this sentence. See you indeed! The old classmate, so fast and took the second." Her hand a quiver, be a proverb stroke of a gap, blood surged in, a drop by drop keep dripping. She looked at the piece with a slight red water, and suddenly remind of 15 years ago that smile of flower woman that body marriage gauze, seems to be the color.

She 55 years old, one day suddenly at home faint, was taken to a hospital. A check, doctor, will face heavy her husband called to one side to speak. After all, she is a clever woman. Call the doctor, she is very carefully ask, "I also can live for a few days?" For three months, and the movie with much more drama, but true should play the life such as this sentence. Would not be in hospital, she would return to home to prepare of things. A person living his life, to what the account. Receive news the relatives and friends come in succession to see the last side. He was the last one. She lay in bed, have begun to came not clear, but a see his hands at the time, immediately awake over a lucky star, like is last gasps. "Is this for me?" She pointed to the the lucky star, but peep out one silk smile on his face. He quickly replied, "oh, yes. Yes. This is I bring to you." Is really careless, but it is inserted liu he just out of the airport for the Red Cross meet the fundraising little girl, he had to rush to see her, took over come to see is something not driving the car, is the perception is not all the way. She received the lucky star, grip the moment not to put on his chest. Finally, she pointed to the next to the table and that it also put a lucky star, then her last night spent more than an hour to fold the good, he said: "to slowly I used to live in the house, and thirty-nine cans. Wait for me lucky star, you put the cremation, who along with the two single and I together, ok?" Before he could answer, she has on the eyes, a face of peace.

Her cremation that day, he was in her wishes and those lucky star in her thirty-ninth cans, not small,

A heart of two in the anc is not found. He turned to go, suddenly found the ground and two stars. Picked up

Come, he thought, well, then do it and keep it for a souvenir it.

He is seventy years old. One day, he wore glasses when reading a book in the garden. Four old little grandson suddenly take two pieces, excitedly to run before him, and cried, "grandpa, grandpa, teaching me to read." He helped the glasses, see the first help a small note the words, "jerry, you today in the body blue jersey is very good-looking oh oh oh oh. Also, the number I liked, ha ha." He frowned and asked grandson, "the two pieces where are you looking for?" "This is not note ah, this is you put it on the desk of the two star ah. I opened it, he found that there are words!" He's one leng, again to see the second a little note, "jie, have a kind of happiness is a can make you desperate to love his life."

"There is a kind of happiness is a can make you desperate to love his life."

He read aloud, read aloud, with tears in her eyes.